Home Sweet Home

There is really No place like home. I know it sounds cliche, but there really isn't. I am officially home for good now. I made my 13 1/2 hour journey home with My dad, grandpa, and my friend Jordyn. I just know that this decision was the best for me. Coming home to my mom's decorated winter wonderland house and being surrounded by my family is the most wonderful feeling. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed everything that Oregon had to offer me. There were many great experiences and things that I really could of done with out. Lessons were learned and best friends were made. Taking the good with the bad, it was a wonderful experience. I have friends that I will have for many many years and I am very grateful for that. So as for Vegas it has changed. Awburn no longer lives at my parent's house as most of you know, which is pretty wierd. (But her house is super cute too!) Tarin is a high school teenager that surrounds herself with friends, school activities, and her cell phone; there are some moments where I see glimpse of me in her. Lol and then I try to steer her in the other direction hahaha. The nights are quiter, but not by all means lonely.

*Report Cards are out and the verdict says:
4 A's and 1 B
Thank goodness... Winter break was well needed and well deserved I think! :)

Halloween 2009

Halloween was a great night. We rented a house for the weekend about 20miles outside of town and had a wonderful time. We had just the right amount of people there and all my closest friends. It was night that made many memories and was way too much fun. I was a cowgirl! "Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy" Yee Haw!!!

Awburn and Josh's Wedding

So My older sister is offically Mrs. Sedillo!!! Sooo happy for her. I had a great, but short visit to vegas for the wedding despite me being alittle under the weather. She looked absoultly beautiful and josh had a permenant smile the whole night. They have moved into their new home, which is incredibly cute. So finally married, away from the parents houses, and living it up! Very proud and excited for them

Our Beautiful Family

For the Love of the game

(All my girls on our Senior Day!)

(My Daddy walking me at my Senior Night)

[I have been a horrible blogger lately, but i am here to update.]

Well after 13 years of bruises, broken jaws, blood, sweat, and tears; I have decided to call it quits. The end of October I played my final game. Our season was better then the last. I scored a few goals and played literally every position on the field. I was voted most inspirational by my teammates and I also made the All-Conference Academic Team. So I have played every game with all my heart and I leave the sport with no regrets, but know that this isn't the end. I will be a great coach soon enough.
Some Memories from 13 years of Soccer:

*My Teams: Superstars, All-stars, Ponies, Bad News Babes (haha), Cobras, Heat, Eldorado, Western Nevada, and Eastern Oregon
*Summer Weekends at the Silver bowl
*Broken jaws
*All- Star Game
*Playoffs
*State Cup
*Out of Town tournaments
*Carson City
*La Grande
*All my amazing Teammates
*My Dad
*My #1 Fan: My Mommy
*My Coaches
... and the list could go on and on....

"FOR THE LOVE OF THE GAME"

The Last Few Months Through Pictures

My Fans

Disneyland

Ice Bath

My Girls

Life

I know I have been superbad at not updating this thing. I will add pictures of my latest adventures but ill give you a little run down and some thoughts.

Okay Soccer is going... We are 3-1 in conference and have high expectations for ourselves. We have senior weekend this coming weekend. Since this is my last season and the end of my career as well, my coach agreed to let me walk with the seniors this weekend. My dad will be here tomorrow for it so that makes me extremely happy. I can't believe that after 13 years it's finally coming to an end. I will miss it,but soon enough ill be coaching. But I am ready to call it the end. Its been a long run (literally alot of running). haha.

We went to California as a team and that was so much fun. My parents, Aunt Laurie, Aunt Therese and Uncle dickie, and The cooks came down and watch me play. I loved spending time with them. We went to disneyland while we were there and that was alot of fun. Ill post pictures.

I scored my first goal of the season last friday. We won the game 1-0 off my pk. It was a great feeling.

I decorated my house for Halloween and its so cute of course. My mothers child what can I say!

I started school last week and am surviving so far. So thats a good thing. Its already taking over my life.

Next Weekend I get to go home for Awburn's Wedding and I am sooooo Excited. It is crazy that it is already here. I mean Awburn the sister who played barbies with me and played in the playhouse santa made for us. The sister I would protect on the play ground even though she was two years older than me. Its going to be a very surreal day. Her and I have our differences(which are pretty obvious) but she has grown up into a great person. I am very happy for her and josh. And I can not wait to celebrate their big day with everyone.

okay onto my venting session: okay so they say there is a reason why certain people dont make it to your future. then if they are not supposed to be here, why do some certain people keeping coming back. I find some anger in this and confusion. Memories have been made but there is no intentions on making anymore. Its like a love hate relationship I enjoy these certain people but I hate that they just come drop in randomly when they want thinking that their spot in my life is still open for them. It bugs me. Im different, its not the same, Ive grown up and if they can not mature themselves then I just dont see how a friendship can work.
(ok Im done! lol Thanks just had to get that out)

I have two very close friends of mine right now going through the same thing right now. And I want to let them know that I love them to death and I am always going to be here. but remember Patience is a virtue. God would never give you something he didnt think you could get through. The feeling is one that feels as if at moments just doesnt let you breath. If you stay strong and true to yourself you will get through. Be mature, carry yourself with grace and until other people chose to mature and get their things together, just carry on as best as you can. I love you and I promise(from experience) time will make it all better.

Okay well I have to run off to class but thank you for letting me vent and put somethings out there.
"I wanna fly like a bird, roll like a stone, love like im not afraid to be alone, take all this world has to give... I wanna live!!!"

Life Back in the LG

Alright so I have been a soccer freak for the past two weeks. So I will not have any pictures on this post, but I do have some catching up to do.

* I am finally completly moved into my new room. I live with my friend Kristen and I am so grateful she let me stay with her. It's relief to be done with my room.

*Soccer has been crazy to say the least. My days usually consist of practice, meetings/walk throughs, and practice. It's been crazy tiring long days here. I was supposed to play the field, but i got switch to goalie. We had a first game yesterday. It didnt go quite as planned to say the least. We lost 1-0. They other team had ONE shot on goal and that was the goal they scored. One girl, Ashley, fractured her distal fibula (ankle) and is out for the season. Another girl, Star, broke her mallelous(bone that holds tendions together in her foot) and is going to need surgery. Need I say they both are going to be out for the season. All is yesterdays game, can you believe it? Both starters, both defenders. Now the season is just beginning and we're going to have to get on a whole different level to overcome this obstacle/ challenge. I played goalie first half yesterday, then defender and midfielder second half. Pretty much every position. I tried do as much as I could for the better of the team and thats all I could ask for right. Well as of now, I have told myself, individually I will try to step up even harder than I was before. Its all we can do. So I ask you to pray for my teammates and team that we all recover from our injuries and this obstacles and make us a closer team and better people.

*We have another game saturday and tuesday, so we are to figure out a solution fast. I will get to see my roommate hailey from last year at tuesdays game. Cant wait for that.

This is pretty much the update for now.